December 2021!! Time to revamp the blog!

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 yeah, it has a been years and the blog is accumulating dust!! uhuk2!


Alright, so many things happen, from my own personal life, my beeyefyef well being and many people around me. I got limited time to pour everything in the blog, so I guess I try to do some story telling in 1 post.. hahaha.. I dont know if this going to be a long post or short.. let's make the loooooooonnnngggggg story short.

The most significantly is my beeyefyef well being. He had resigned from his previous job last February and was jobless for 6 months. I have tried my level best to be there for him, I sent him vacancies weekly and yeah, just be there (i guess my expertise, hehehe). He is currently suffering of some mental health issues, but i have my whole trust 1001% that he is managing it. He suffered of panic attacks, depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder. He yet made it official by seeing psychiatrist but he knows his body best. I pray that he can made it official so that he can get proper care and therapy. I cant do much, best I can do is try to get as much knowledge about his condition so that i did not make it worst every time we communicate.  

He already employed on August, still have those attacks here and there due to his previous traumatic events. But, he never stops. He never gives up. NEVER. He know when he need to stops and take care of himself and proceed afterwards. I know it is really hard for him, with the traumatic events, struggling with mental health issues, new working environment.. I wish I can be at much help, but he said that he is handling it.. So, i guess i will just be there for him.. He can come to me anytime he want to.. Long story short, he is surviving eventhough he is struggling.. I have told him i am here for him anytime.. just a text away and he acknowledge it. And that is good enough!

On the other hand, me... Everything went well for me Alhamdulillah.. Got new member in the family and I named him after my beeyefyef.. I want him to grow up full or courage, bravery, smart, unique and gentleman in every way.. just like my beeyefyef. I dont have much to tell about my own life though hahahaha..

I am currently advocating for HIV/AIDS awareness, mental health issues and period poverty in Malaysia. I will do my best to post the same here whenever i am posting in my other social media platform. Ganbatteeeeeeeee for me!!

Thank you for reading till this point, make the best out of your life, we aint got forever tho. Spread love, love and loooovvveeeee!! Till then, buhbye..

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