Tale of PLHIV Confidant

Aloha... Assalamualaikum... People always asked, what if i washed my clothes with my family, are they going to get infected? Do i get infected by mosquito bites? Something to ponder huh? I hope the above article answered your questions well.. So long i didnt wrote anything in this blog.. There are a lot happening.. Dont worry, everything is ok.. It was a prayer that have been answered.. Ups and down, Hawkeye was there helping me out, giving me support that i need most from a bestie.. Eventhough it will not be as the same as before, i do grateful with our friendship.. I pray everyday for his day to be ease and each of his sins to be forgiven by Allah.. I pray everyday for him to be strong.. I guess Allah is answering my prayers a bit by a bit.. Nothing more that i ask from all my reader to pray the same for my buddy, as well as everyone affected by HIV.. It never been easy, but we can do something for those solus who are affected.. I have soooooooo much t...

Alhamdulillah... Cerepen pertama (kedua sebenarnya) dinaikkan di Arkib Angker Negara. Pelbagai reaksi, malah komen boleh dilihat menggambarkan tahap kesedaran (tak signifikan pun sebab terlampau sedikit) tentang HIV dikalangan masyarakat Malaysia. Disini, aku lampirkan cerpen buat tatapan semua. InsyaAllah akan cuba hasilkan lebih banyak lagi. Orang kata pena juga berkuasa, bisa merubah dunia. Permudahkanlah untukku Ya Allah. AKU SAHABATMU (Karya Khas Tentang Kesedaran HIV) Penulis: Anonymous Blog: http://plhivconfidant.blogspot.com/ ======================= Di keheningan malam... Termenung ku berseorang... Tak lena mata dipejam... Terdengar suara terngiang... Suara merdu yang disayang.. Bagai kau di depan mata... Iskandar masih berjaga, matanya sukar sungguh untuk dilelapkan malam ini. Mungkin kesan sampingan ubat yang diambil setiap hari. Terkadang mata itu mudah dijinakkan, tapi malam ini bagaikan disendal batang lidi kelopak mata itu. Fikiran Iskandar merewan...

Assalamualaikum... I guess i am not strong enough to support my best friend... I tought i have collected enough strength... But, i cried today... Today, i came to the office... Hawkeye is on off day today... Sit at his place seing his ceramic bowl, that sad feeling just come without being invited.... I keep telling myself that i should let him find his happiness... Thousand times... He deserve to be happy.. He is a good man.. Me being around dosent help much since he still have his self stigma.. I understand, it is not easy to accept the fact... I dont know what hapoen to me if i am at his shoes... I really hope that i can help at least support... But i dont think so he need me to be around... Me reminds him that he is sick.. And i dont think he likes that.. He wants to be just like other normal peeps... And seeing me will trigger him that i know he is not well... I always question myself, why me... Why do i have so much compassion and that deep feelings to him... Allah knows...

Aloha…. We meet again… a motivation as introduction… WE CAN CHOOSE TO BE ORDINARY, AT TIMES ALLAH SHOWS US PATH TO BE EXTRAORDINARY… THE PATH MAY FULL OF THORNS, PAIN, TEARS AND TRIALS… BUT HE PROMISED US THERE WILL BE RAINBOW WAITING AT THE END OF THE PATH… HIS PROMISE IS REAL… PICK A PATH AND PUT OUR HOPES IN ALLAH…  To my dearest special souls, God shows you a path to be extra ordinary… A path to be a superhero not only to you, for your loved ones as well for others… Not everyone got a chance to be a special soul… it is a blessing in disguise… It is a first step for a better best YOU…  Yes, it is easy for me to say all this… I am not PLHIV, you may think I don’t understand what you are feeling right now… How hard it is, how difficult it is… Only YOU can feel it… But, I am a best friend of PLHIV and from him the special soul I got the inspiration to write… To motivate others… Why?? Because I want my Hawkeye to be happy, I want a world without stigma for h...